STPM result released

Today is the STPM result day so feel so scare to face my own result. i sure i will not get the good result. when i get i was feel numb... and wanna die... CGPA is not even 2.0 really OMG... haiz... dunno what to do...

First i was thinking is try to apply U and see whether can accept. If cant then really wan to retake.
Second is might go to college but i thinking is need a lot money to enter college... although got PTPTN loan but still need to
Third is might study hard to retake STPM. I know it might b stupid for u all but i have no choice... :(
Lastly is might go out work d :(

so now i at the cc...

and u know what ?!

Mr Sim sms to me said that

Mr Sim:What's yours chem result?

ww: Wanna cry. is just C+. i had try my best d

haiz... i duno how is it leh...

i don't wan go college but don't wan waste time to retake STPM... haiz... what to do??? :(