headache

Today i so headache because of the FORM 6...
Some of my friends said that they all wan to go TARC then i also don't know how leh but me now also don't know how to do...? They tell me go college but i also wan to go but need money$$$ how to go? everything is need money$$$!!!!
But form 6 is hard to study and got pressure...!!!
Some time i also don't know what i need and what i wan...
my life seem like so 矛盾... don't know what to choose.If i go form 6 then also need to choose science stream and arts stream... Some of my friends said that if go SCIENCE stream need to study so many 8 hour a day but ART stream is more relax... haiz...
WHO CAN TELL ME HOW????????!!!!!!!

but i also know no people will tell me how or help me de... :cry: /sob